A lovely Monday is here, after a weekend of thinking about this adventure. Wondering if I'll actually finish this out or just give up like I have been known to do. Scratch that, I haven't been known to give up. Usually because when I start a new adventure I'm so scared of failing that I don't tell people I'm starting, that way when I eventually do fail it is all my fault and nobody knows.
But this time it is different. I have already started telling a select group of people about this endeavor, and the people I have told so far are people who I know will push me, if not join me. I also plan on opening this up to all my friends, and invite them to share this out as far as they can. I want to be pushed to complete this, I want people to bug me about it, I want to succeed. So many times I am so bull-headed that I refuse to ask for help, I let myself fail because I think failing alone holds more pride than succeeding together. Finally I am understanding how important it is so ask for help, and I'm actually taking joy in telling people about this. Bringing them in, making them a part of this, so I'm not just standing along here. At the end of the year I want to be standing tall, but not standing alone.
Some new things for the list:
Bake at least 12 different cookie recipes
Go camping at least once
Stay at least one night in at least 3 different states
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